- A letter I will never send
I know today is chemotherapy Thursday. I wish I could be there to hold your hand when the chemicals poured into your veins today. I wished today I could have played MASH and Never Have I Ever -vowing together to add more evers than nevers.
Once you are cancer free, we are going to travel the world together and make more amazing memories. In the meantime, I cherish every moment I have with you. Even when we sit on the phone in silence, thinking about those things we cannot say aloud. you make my life better, I am scared that I might say the wrong thing, I hate how cancer attacks you so viciously. When…when…when…will this end?
I love you. I love you. I love you.
God has so many plans for you. Every time I hear this song, I think of you:
Do you not think so far ahead?
'Cause I been thinking about forever.